A rough day today...

Lots of decisions- with hosptial and treatment and whether to do this or that or drop out and do traditional medicine.. Everyone has advice and "a friend who tried...", but what to do?

I went to cooking school..hot time in market learning veggies, meats, curries, etc...I got to cook several dishes and a dessert and my cooking group sat down to eat what we had cooked. I did not get to finish as Mark called me from hosp, desperately needing help before school was over. It was a long hot trip back to the hospital, by boat, then sky train, then walking several blocks. I am tired ...it was a long day